Holy Mother of Jillian

I started Level 2 Day1 today and holy crap!!!! When she said "I want you to feel like you are going to DIE!", I literally thought I may. It was much harder than I had expected. I had heard it was hard, but imagined I would be fine. Oh no! Something inside me is wired wrong and I have to follow Natalie because following Anita is for old folks. The last strength move I had to actually drop my weights because I could not lift my arms anymore. I COULD NOT physically lift them. I HATED Jillian today. I wanted her to die. I wanted to die so I didn't have to finish. She is a serious ass kicker!!!

I am so proud of myself for working out because I did not eat that great today. We celebrated my stepson's 13th Birthday tonight so you know what that involves. I ate a cheeseburger and fried potatoes and only had room for two bites of cake though so it wasn't all a waste.

I took an almost two hour nap today too! It was heavenly. My husband gets to sleep in on the weekends because I would much rather go lay in bed in the middle of the day. It just feels right. It's the only break I get away from my kids all week. Needless to say, after napping, having to fix dinner for family, and then the celebration, I did NOT want to do the shred! I followed through though!

I know I will be SOOO sore the next few days and that will be nice because I want to feel like I am making a difference in my body. I am about to go check my mail for my ChaLean Extreme videos now. Wish me luck!